Hello dear readers!
This ones going to be a short one seeing as it is midnight. But I wanted to jot down a few thoughts before they were forgotten into the dream world.
I've recently re-discovered the book of James in the Bible. And, WOW. I appreciate how blunt this book is because my personality is the same way. It's convicting, to the point, and cuts to the chase. Line after line spoke directly to my heart tonight during an evening of community worship at my house. The following are a few (basic) thoughts on the first chapter of James...
He speaks about trial...
"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you now that the testing of your faith develops perseverance." (1:2)
"Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial." (1:12)
In my life lately, I've been facing what feels like trial, after trial, after trial this year. And in almost every dimension...emotionally, physically, spiritually, financially. Recently, I've been "attacked" spiritually (which I will write about in another post), my mom was diagnosed with stage 1 breast cancer, my uncle was diagnosed with stage 6 skin cancer, I had $1,200 stolen from me, my car broke down several times (and cost several dollars) and the list continues...
I could complain. I could choose negativity (and for a long time, I did). I could be cynical (and for a long time, I was). And, most people would say I have the "right" to. But do I?
No. I don't. Because my sufferings are nothing in comparison. Granted, Christ sympathizes with my sufferings and cares about them. But how hard is it to consider your trials PURE JOY? Hard. But is it worth it? YES, because BLESSED is the man who perseveres UNDER trial...
He speaks about sin and temptation...
"When tempted, no one should say 'God is tempting me." (1:13)
"...nor does he [God] tempt anyone." (1:13)
"each is tempted by HIS OWN evil desire, he is dragged away and enticed. Then after desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full grown, gives birth to death." (1:15)
This first verse is extremely interesting to me. No one should say "God is tempting me." I've heard it countless times. People will be tempted and assume its some sort of crazy test. But God isn't sitting up on a cloud going... "I wonder how much temptation Jane can handle this time. I'll amp up the game and see what she does!"... no, no, no... GOD is NOT the one tempting you. The verse goes on to say each is tempted by HIS OWN evil desire. So...I will hazardly say that YOU are tempting YOU... and to some extent, I can see this. We consistently put ourselves into situations that tempt us.
And do you notice the pattern? Desire --> Sin --> Death
Interesting, isn't it?
He speaks about action...
"Be quick to listen, slow to speak, and slow to become angry" (1:19)
"Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. DO WHAT IT SAYS. Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like." (1:22)
"...continues to do this, not forgetting what he heard" (1:25)
The massive thing that is a red flag for me in these verses is essentially... you can't just go to church, pop a squat, hear the word, and then carry on back to la-ti-da life.. being a Christian means putting Christ into action. I can relate to the mirror depiction given. I used to go in and out of phases of reading the Bible. Then when I'd come back to it I felt as though I forgot everything I read before, even though I'd go through my Bible and find hundreds of notes and marks, I couldn't remember putting any of them there or what those verses said.
The last verse I want to highlight is this... "...keep oneself from being polluted by the world" (1:27)
What does this mean to you?
I'm still pondering it...
Blessings!
In Him,
Samantha